I just got hired as a starbucks barista I’m excited the place and the management are really nice and I get free food!

what if I save enough to move somewhere new and exciting and only kept in regular contact with just a handful of good people from my past and left everything else behind.. tbh I strive for that

closet-keys:

My brother was diagnosed with depression years before I was, and because of that he started therapy years before I did.

I still remember when I was a young teen and he was playing a Nirvana song and he stopped it at this one line: “I miss the comfort of being sad”

He told me that when you start to get better, there’s a part of you that misses being sad and that if you start feeling that way you have to be extra extra aware and careful because if you indulge the feeling you’ll go down a self-destructive spiral

And even though that was years and years ago, I think about it all the time. Especially when I’m reading discourse on the idea of getting so attached to mental illness as an identity that you don’t want to improve things because you feel safe in it and don’t know who you are without it

I always think of that line “I miss the comfort of being sad” and my brother’s warning

it’s just me and my bag of weed out here

iloveubijou:

name your 1st born after ur last meal , reply

learning to enjoy time with yourself is really nice

lxvingyxurself:

please don’t reject care and compassion because you feel like you don’t deserve it. no matter how small your wound is, it is worth being tended to. please don’t let your brain tell you otherwise. you deserve love and care.

fairycosmos:

i hate how they market alexa as a ‘member of the family’ like that’s SO fucking blatantly insidious and terrifying also if i wanted an untrustworthy/cold/emotionless machine in my life i’d just talk to my fuckin father 

Who else eats tomatoes like an apple

vegan chicken nuggests were really there for me through 2018 :-)